08 30 2018 Looking For Fun: Correcting Pat Robinson of the 700 Club.

Today, I heard something that greatly concerned me.  Pat Robinson of the 700 Club stated that Codex Vaticanus and Codex Sinaiticus (probably misspelled) are better historical text for developing a Bible.  He also said that Jesus did not create the 1611 King James Bible.

I completely disagree with Pat Robinson.  Codex Vaticanus and Codex Siniaticus are Suspicious documents because of how they appeared in to the record and because of the people involved in these documents being found.  It is highly possible these document were fabricated.

I do believe God did create the 1611 King James bible.  The individuals involved were highly educated, Renaissance men, bright hot with the Holy Spirit.  I am going to have to reconsider donating to the 700 Club.

It is my opinion, that leaders of religious groups who do not want to ruffle the feathers of the members of the group by confronting them with their Sin use other than King James bibles.  I consider NIV, NKJ, New World Bible, and all other bibles wrong.

We are all disobedient, non-believers, lost in sin.  It is important that we stop harassing our neighbor and start focusing on our personal lives.

My mood was strange.  I tried to avoid anxiety by not thinking about it.

I did work.  The day was productive.  One positive is that I was responsible in making money needed to run my life.

Again, I watched Fox News The Five, 700 Club, and Quick Study.  I will be watching Ingraham Angle in a little while.  God wants us be responsible by knowing what is going on around us.

My meal at work was very enjoyable.  I had no problems with customers, taxi drivers, or other members of society.

Now, I am home relaxing and looking for fun stuff to do here.  I did see What If God Gave You A Second Chance.  I would recommend it.  It was pleasant and speaks to how we throw life away by pursuing careers and fortune.

In addition, I was watching a movie called A Man Called Jon.  I would not recommend it.  It is about an eccentric Young White Preacher who is sent to Pastor an Afro-American Church.

God does not need eccentrics to get his message out and reach the lost.  For a while I have been troubled by 50+ year old men in ministry with earrings, faded jeans that do not fit, and cloth tennis shoes.  When we represent Christ, we should look our best.  For me this means suits and ties.

Christ brings me a lot of pleasant joy.  When we don’t use the right Bible and dress sloppy we give the wrong impression to people searching for peace from their pain and suffering.

I juiced- V8, Apple juice, and Cranberry/Black Cherry.  I enjoyed my sandwiches at work.

After I post this article I will step away from the machines and continue watching X-Files. I cannot forget to use the treadmill. I am still standing at work when I get to “first out”.

Be kind to your children.  Be kind to your pets.  If you have love to share, consider all the people in need around the world.

Last thought; I would recommend the movie So Help Us God.  I found it a funny pleasant experience.

08 29 2018 Day 3 of Trying to have fun: In Relationships it is best not to act out of desperation.

 Today, I found pleasant experience from watching The Fox News The Five, Ingraham Angle, 700 Club, Quick Study Bible Study, and Israeli News while I was waiting for customers.  The business day was good.

I have to agree with God that we in the US need to be humble as far as the positive up turn in the American economy is concerned.  Just as things are going good, they can go wrong.  It is best to believe in God and invite Jesus Christ in to our lives by saying Jesus I accept you as my Lord and Savior.

On the effort to have fun I am considering changing my work schedule and working around the clock as my mood suits me.  I have been very rigid about maintaining a set schedule.

I did come home early and I do not have to go out and finish shores.  I can stay home, relax, enjoy a good meal, and enjoy good spiritual nutrition.

I am starting juicing again.  Lately I having holding myself to stand up while I am first out and waiting for a customer.  Today, I stood up for the 40+ minutes of the 700 club program.  I am also starting to use the treadmill again.

I did start with a mellow mood.  The anxiety is picking up.  Sometimes we just have to be mature and weather the storm with dignity and grace.

One issue of my life is that for a long time I had my head down just trying to keep the business going.  Now I want to start living, which means enjoying life.

I made some changes and saved a lot of money.  This does not mean I am going to be relaxed my with responsibilities. However, I can take more days off just to relax, laugh, enjoy the company of God, and have fun.

Humans are not fun to me.  In fact, very few humans have impressed me. I am better when I am alone.

Being a lone is not a tragedy.  That internal drive that moves us to find and have some one in our lives sometimes causes a lot of trouble.  It is best not act out of desperation.

First, get know your self well.  Learn to have fun.  When we know how to have fun and know who we are, we have a lot to offer a romantic partner.

Healthy people are required for healthy romantic relationships.  Many times life frustrates us because we do not know how to have fun.  Boredom leads to depression and/or anxiety.  Then we start fighting with our romantic partner out of frustration.

If we know how to have fun, we can have fun with our romantic partner.

08 28 2018 Still Trying to Have Fun With Life.

I woke up feeling the same ugly way.  It lasted until I got my first good trip. Then I started feeling a little at ease.  The fear of impending doom returned.  My last trip was also good.  I only had three trips all night, but God did provide.

At the beginning, I was near a person I have little if any respect for in life. This person deliberately picks fights and then calls the police when people loose patience with him.  You would think a 75+ a man would know better.

During work one customer told me life has been smacking him around.  Because of my personal traumas I had better little hope to offer him.  However, we should be of good cheer regardless of tribulation life hands us.

I struggle a lot with GECU ATM’s.  They are never able to take cash deposits.  This happened again at the GECU ATM at Airway RD is El Paso, Texas, USA.  It is almost as if nothing works in this city.  I did not let it add to my funk.

However, I am determined to have fun with life.  I bought 6 Tamales to reward my self for continuing to conduct business. I am alive.  I have to keep making money to pay my responsibilities.

SLING TV is not cooperating in my effort to have fun.  I am left with some TV show on Snow Disasters on Netflix.  I do not much care for Original Netflix programs.  They are vulgar and perverted.  I was watching Jessica Jones.  To bad it ended.  Got through all of the Defenders episodes.  Wonder what happened to Blindspot.  To bad it was an NBC program.

Still In agreement with God that our bad attitude is responsible for much of the problems between neighbors. Many people have animosity towards their neighbor.  We should concentrate on our selves and leave our neighbor a lone.

I do not think personal peace is possible with out God.  The simplicity of being pleasant, nice, pure, righteous, good, decent, humble, meek, and respectful is lost on the modern generation.  This is to bad because I find a lot of love, peace, and joy in God. The answer that every one who is hurting is looking for is easy to find.  It is God.

I have done a lot in life.  It is time for a rest.  It is Jesse time.

I enjoyed listening to my music videos while I was waiting for customers.  In addition, I saw some interesting programs.  I am know watching some movie on Hallmark Channel.

That is enough life 08 27 2018

I have spent a lot of my life fighting with life.  I emphatically state I do not know what God wants from me.

I am going to dedicate my next 12 months of my life to have fun if I am allowed to have this time.

I used to celebrate life with food.  I co no longer over eat.  No more 2 large pizzas by my self.  My new enjoyment with food has to be healthy.

I cannot have a best friend in life.  It would be wrong for me to involve a woman in life being that I have lost my mind.

Music, television, movies have gone over the pervert edge.  Sex, however, is not medias worst problem.  Media is just not interesting.  Aretha Franklin just died.  I found here music very entertaining.

Well some how I will find a way to have healthy entertaining fun.

On politics, I have to say I am very sad to see the US being disrespected by so many crazy Socialist Liberal Democrats. What is wrong with tax cuts, lowering national debt, safety and security, and other great American values.

It will be challenging.  There a lot of people with bad attitude in El Paso, Texas, USA.

However, it is time to let go of the anger over fear of God attacking me.  I hope to make every second enjoyable.

My principle position on law enforcement has not changed.  Those people are not good and decent people.  I stand by "I am not legally required to talk you.  I will not be answering your questions.

911 in El Paso Texas USA is annoying-its like do not want to work or just enjoy harassing members of the public.  In addition, the cops do not show up.

It is best for people to learn to take care of them selves.  I am armed and know how to remain calm and choose my best shot.

Now, I put these ides here in hopes of inspiring others to start living and leave the fear, sadness, and rage behind.

Most people are not meek, humble, pleasant, good, decent, kind, polite, respectful, etc.  I probably will not be talking to a lot of people.

Its me against the world.  FUN ON.

I am going to eat a good meal accompanied by tall glass of ice water, try and fine enjoyable entertainment, and get 8 hours of relaxing healthy sleep.

Your Thoughts Are Not Your Thoughts: Illuminati Mind Control

Radio, Music, Television, Movies and most of media is negative.  Liberals think and feel what they feel because media’s negative messages have brainwashed them.  The same can be said for Conservatives.

The issues that we are arguing about do not require a PhD in political science in order to solve these challenges. People are Free. They have Liberty.  They can decided for them selves what interest to enjoy.

People should keep the majority of their money.  It is a fact that members of the US Congress are stealing from regular hard working people in order to give this money to the politician’s Corporate Masters.

The small group of filthy rich individuals who manipulate politicians with money want to control every aspect of life.  We get our food from corporations.  We get our water from corporations.  We are born in a Corporate Hospital.  We attend public schools shaped by Corporations.  Corporations tell politicians what kind of workers they want and politicians shape education to meet these needs.  

We spend the majority of our lives working for a corporation.  Whether we have a job, a career, or even a business we work for a Corporation. If they fail, we all die because they have rigged the system so they have all control and we are dependent on them.

It is common sense that we do not spend more than what we have in life.  Preparing to meet the demands of life is also common sense.  If I leave people alone, they will leave me alone is also common sense.

I going to state this clearly regardless of who gets offended.  I will not give up my taxes to give people who have victimized others a second chance. I am talking about criminals.  These criminals are going to have to dig them selves out of the hole they dug for them selves.

I have no problem helping children.  Children should not suffer for the stupidity of their parents.

However, criminals hurt other people.  I will not help people who have hurt others.  When and if criminals build a life I may have a different opinion.  I am offended that politicians believe that the answer to incarceration is to victimize again the victims of crime by forcing these tax payers to pay even more taxes.

It is common sense that a good way not to end up in jail is to not commit crimes.  Every criminals knows that when he or she gets caught there will be serious consequences.

Commons sense tells me that Muslim Extremist are abusing the US Refugee program.  I know Mexicans very well.  Mexicans have poor morality and poor ethics.  Mexicans are not victims.  Mexicans victimize people.

Today, I was watching a documentary on the Holocaust.  Then, I started listening to Book of Ezekiel in the King James Bible.  There God explained the Holocaust.  One third I will scatter through out the earth.  One third will die by the sword (war).  This made me sad. We could avoid so much hardship by Believing in God, Involving God in our lives, and Obeying God.  A lot of the Jews who were asked their opinion about God after the Holocaust stated that It was not God who hurt them.  It was people who hurt them.

Common sense tells us bad behavior leads to bad consequences.  People did not just become poor.  In the US there are opportunities for all.  It is good to have dreams.  Sometimes we just have to make the best of our reality.  The answer is not to follow the Corporate Model of Life.  

In addition, I have a problem with pro Athletes who focus on Living Large complaining about Social Justice.  How about you rich athletes use some of your money to contribute to social justice?  

Pro Athletes, right now you are offending your customers.  Eventually you will put your self out of business.

Those protesters who call Trump and his supporters Nazis are just repeating what the Media has told them is reality.  Reality is that the Illuminati wants to control the world.

Any one who reads and follows the Koran is a threat to the human race.  Mexicans destroyed their country.  People should be responsible for their own lives.  People should take care of their society.  We are all brothers and sisters.  We all are responsible for the those who are good and decent in the human race.

Trump is not the devil.  Trump supporters are not agents of Satan.  People who want to burden tax payers with bad consequences of people who have made a mess of their lives are agents of Satan.

See, reasonably intelligent people should see that they should not burden their neighbors with paying for their needs.  The media-a tool of the Illuminati- brainwashes some people in to believing that it wrong for people to have earned riches and therefore must share with others.

I work hard at being responsible.  I do not waste my life or money on vices.  Even though I would rather be having fun, I go and conduct business.

I do not owe any one anything.  However, since 2003 I have been writing articles on Positive Psychology, trying to empower people to help them selves with their depression and anxiety challenges.

It is common sense that is better to have fun and focus on what is good and decent in life.  Media brainwashes people with attitude “Everything Sucks, Nothing Works, Why Bother”.  This attitude leads to a lot of bad decisions and of course bad consequences.

Therefore, liberals your thoughts are not your thoughts and for a long time my thoughts were not my thoughts.  Things need to be properly administrated.  I have to be responsible.  You have to be responsible.

Good People and Liberals Who Do Not Respect Lives of Conservatives

There is the individual story. There is also the societal story.

We are supposed to be humble, meek, good, decent, pleasant, nice, respectful, and concerned about our neighbor.  There is a difference in wanting to help by being charitable and being forced to help.

I know we are not supposed to have any bad thoughts about our neighbor.  Judge not let you be judged.  Having bad thoughts also leads to bad emotions towards our neighbor and even violent aggressive behaviors.

There is always going to be violent crime.  I say the answer is for all of us to learn self defense and fire arm competency.

Many people are bad. We have to accept that many people have a bad attitude and have animosity towards their neighbors.  People do not just end up with a bad life.  Bad people hurt them or they make decisions.  Sometimes life itself terrorizes people.

When we want to help people, we have to accept that many may not want our help and want to hurt us.  I think every one should obey God and be respectful of his or her neighbor.

I am learning that every one is trying to do their best with what life has handed them.  Even difficult people wish they were not struggling with anxiety, depression, pain, and suffering.

Every body does hurt.  The song is right.  Many people deal with their hurt by being mean to others.  However, they are struggling every day with their personal internal war of emotions between fear and depression.

I have to say that we should focus on being good people and having a good life.  It is helpful to deal with pain and suffering by focusing on what is good in life.  We should have fun by practicing “simple healthy pleasures of life”.

Instead of seeing the world as negative, we can enjoy good friends, good family, good food, good music, and every other healthy element of life. These elements can help us in building a valuable life.

Politicians jeopardize the lives we build by wasting our money and creating financial hardship. This is why we have to be healthy people.  The media destroys personal self esteem.  Troubled individuals find it hard to be part of the Stewardship process required of all members of all societies. People need to be aware of the issues, know the candidates, register to vote, vote, and be in constant communication with the people in office.

The individual is the most powerful person in a Free Nation.  America is a nation of Freedom, Liberty, and Independence.

Freedom, Liberty, and Independence come with responsibility.  These responsibilities include being a person of love who can respect their neighbors and live responsible lives.  Being good to our selves is part of a responsible life.  When we work at a good life, we are healthy, leave our neighbor alone, and take care of our society.

The problem in the world is that we are judging each other and we have animosity for one another.  This creates social ills along with anxiety and depression.  

Many of us can and do control our spirit.  We need more healthy people, who are responsible with their lives, and leave their neighbors alone.

I was the watching the protest in Berkeley and Portland.  I found the liberal crowd rather irrational and immature.

Nothing I have earned in life belongs to liberals.  They do not have they right to demand that government take my money and give it to people who have not being as responsible as I have been in life.

Mr. Trump is a great administrator.  He is not racist.  He is not a womanizer.

A great woman-such as his wife-would not put with a womanizer.  I was born in Mexico and have spent over 45 year of my life in the a border town.  I can tell you that a great majority of the people of Mexico have little or no respect for laws.

Many terrorist are abusing American refugee programs in order to sneak in to the US and kill Americans.  The United States of America are the private property of Natural Born Americans and they have the right to demand that their money and their country be respected by all people of the world.

If America had never been built many atrocities against people around the world would of never been stopped.  Germany would of won WWI.  No one would of kept the Jewish people from being completely murdered.

Had the Mexicans and the Native Americans kept what we know to be the US they would not of created such a powerful nation as the US.  America is important.  America has to be properly administrated by elected officials and the people of the US.  This means we all have to have love for our selves, our friends, our family, and our neighbors.  A big part of respect is having love for the life of our neighbor has built and leaving his or her stuff alone.