08 28 2018 Still Trying to Have Fun With Life.

I woke up feeling the same ugly way.  It lasted until I got my first good trip. Then I started feeling a little at ease.  The fear of impending doom returned.  My last trip was also good.  I only had three trips all night, but God did provide.

At the beginning, I was near a person I have little if any respect for in life. This person deliberately picks fights and then calls the police when people loose patience with him.  You would think a 75+ a man would know better.

During work one customer told me life has been smacking him around.  Because of my personal traumas I had better little hope to offer him.  However, we should be of good cheer regardless of tribulation life hands us.

I struggle a lot with GECU ATM’s.  They are never able to take cash deposits.  This happened again at the GECU ATM at Airway RD is El Paso, Texas, USA.  It is almost as if nothing works in this city.  I did not let it add to my funk.

However, I am determined to have fun with life.  I bought 6 Tamales to reward my self for continuing to conduct business. I am alive.  I have to keep making money to pay my responsibilities.

SLING TV is not cooperating in my effort to have fun.  I am left with some TV show on Snow Disasters on Netflix.  I do not much care for Original Netflix programs.  They are vulgar and perverted.  I was watching Jessica Jones.  To bad it ended.  Got through all of the Defenders episodes.  Wonder what happened to Blindspot.  To bad it was an NBC program.

Still In agreement with God that our bad attitude is responsible for much of the problems between neighbors. Many people have animosity towards their neighbor.  We should concentrate on our selves and leave our neighbor a lone.

I do not think personal peace is possible with out God.  The simplicity of being pleasant, nice, pure, righteous, good, decent, humble, meek, and respectful is lost on the modern generation.  This is to bad because I find a lot of love, peace, and joy in God. The answer that every one who is hurting is looking for is easy to find.  It is God.

I have done a lot in life.  It is time for a rest.  It is Jesse time.

I enjoyed listening to my music videos while I was waiting for customers.  In addition, I saw some interesting programs.  I am know watching some movie on Hallmark Channel.