October 29, 2020

10 29 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 Chronicles of a Cursed Man

 

There has never been a  peaceful day in life. These Chronicles are to document my last days. This not a effort to teach, just to keep me grounded.

 

When I was younger I know I had the right to flirt with women in order to find that Special One I would want to spend the rest of my life with in life.  I also had the right and obligation to build a career in order to provide her and I a good life were we would be able to comfort most of live’s challenges. However, everything I tried has been met and continues to be met with evil.

 

Yesterday, I woke up with the same dread of life.

1. A beer truck driver blocked me as I was conducting business.

2. My cell phone almost ate one order, which would meant a loss.

 

I do find it concerning that interesting when the USA has fallen apart my life is in ruins. I do keep the diet, still exercising, and try to find pleasant enjoyable entertainment.

 

Last week, I started listening to Glen Beck and Rush Limbaugh again. The noise kills the boredom.

 

The goal I am focusing on is to be debt free before I leave planet earth.  I remind myself to not rush things and just manage the money I make. Instead of getting mad cause I do not make what I think I should.  At least I make better than minimum wage.

I know I will have to work everyday of my life.  I rather work, then live of the misery the governments provide.

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