October 30, 2020

10 30 2020 Lost in teh Abyss

Chronicles of a Cursed Man 


Today is going to be a very challenging day.  The anxiety is overwhelming.

 

I am just going to have to take it very slow, concentrating on everything I do while conducting business.

 

Yesterday, I just had to deal with the nastiness of one horrible woman. The day was not loaded with anxiety.  There was depression.

 

Good thing is I take Saturday off.  So today, Friday, is for gas and tomorrow is for me.

 

When I used to feel this bad I would focus on fun things to replace the ugly feelings with pleasant ones.  I have gotten to the point where I don’t even rage at the one I consider responsible.

 

I do not care about anything to be upset that every day I loose more.  However, I have to keep making money and paying bills.

 

So today I just have to breath, relax, and not let people get to me. My greatest source of stress is stupid people. If I make money or not, it does not matter.  What matters is that I go to conduct business and I do not cause myself any trouble.

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