11 29 2020 Lost In The Abyss Plan For US Collapse

Chronicles of A Cursed Man

 Fear of the unknown will lead to panic and hysteria.  However, there is no reason to fear most people.

Conservatives are cowards and week.  They will not be starting any Armed Revolution.

The Democrat Communist are making it very clear that they are against how conservatives and Christians live their lives and they will be making Oppressive Laws.  The two Senate seats that are remaining will be won by Communist Democrats.  They won the presidency with Vote Fraud.  Why Would they stop now.

This is serious.  It is not the ramblings of a crazy conspiracy theorist.  Hugo Chavez-Venezuela went Socialist Crazy when oil was $115 dollars for the international price of a Barrel of Oil.  The the price of a Barrell of Oil dropped to $45 dollars.  Venezuela could no longer pay for everything it bought on credit while the price of barrel was $115.

Governments messing with elements of economies can ruin societies and nations.  Communist Democrats with their policies will interfere with the US Economy and collapse the US Economy.  I do not blame  any successful business person for moving their company out of the US. 

Therefore, not only will we have to deal with Communist Democrats Oppressive policies.  We will also have to worry about the collapse of the US economy

In reality it is all part of the Global Economy agenda. There have Public Policies all the world that should concern all Freedom loving people.  Under the disguise of Social Justice policies that threaten Freedom and Religious people all over the world.

1. Satan hates humanity and has an agenda against the human race.

2.The rich who own politicians with their Global Economic Agenda are working for Satan and helping him with his agenda.

3. The politicians who are by the rich who run the world have and will make policies that harm people and destroy Freedom Independence and Liberty. 

4. Modern people Morality and Ethics are very low.  Rich, Politicians, and Members of Special Interest Groups can almost get any thing they want.

5. Many people are soft-to attached to convenience of gas stations and groceries stores.  They are afraid of any conflict with government.  They have a bad attitude and bad nature. lack of Morality and Ethics and Poor Mental status are the real threat to US.

I say there are 6 months to prepare for  the end of US.  90 days after Neurologically Defective Biden takes office Communist Democrats will be implementing their Oppressive policies.  This is the time we have to prepare to go live out in the wild. Unless you just want to be persecuted by the agents of the Communist Democrats; i.e military, federal cops, state copes, county cops, and municipal cops.  They are the one who will try to enforce all those Oppressive Laws.  

Yes they will follow orders because they have families that need shelter, food, and healthcare.

On the personal, the stress is getting worse.  I have a horrible sense that something bad is going to happen.  I do not know if something bad is going to happen to me or the World.  I have started preparing to get out of so called civilized society quick.

HAVE A PLAN AND YOU WILL FINE IN WHAT OTHER PEOPLE CALL A CRISIS

10 26 2020 Lost In The Abyss

Chronicles of a Cursed Man

 Yesterday:

1. A women speeding by on my right almost took me out.

2. Ugly natured women in two different restaurants yelled at me " Thank You ! Thank You ! Thank You! Have A Nice Day!  Happy Thanksgiving!" They were not sincere and were deliberately trying to be rude.

3. As usual right around half way in to my shift I started getting the garbage orders.

The last three weeks have been intolerable.  The Horrible feeling of fear and and garbage deliver orders have surrounded me. I am just waiting for what ever attack is going to hurt me.  I am not suppose to have a life or succeed

I no longer meditate and plan.  The truth is he does give people more than they can deal with in life. He is not loving, caring, and helpful.

I just have to keep making money. There is no fun.  Life is not beautiful.  There is no reason to plan or try and have a life. 

This Chronicles were to organize my thoughts and not get completely lost in the Abyss of my fears and depression.

So today, I will just try to not negatively react to rude people and not make any mistakes. Maybe the music on radio will be fun.  I will stick to the diet and did my 15 minutes on the treadmill.

I pushed myself for 3 days so now I can sort of cruse through the remainder of my week.

11 25 2020 Lost In The Abyss: No Conservative Armed Revolution

 

Chronicles of a Cursed Man

Yesterday was a perfect example of my Cursed Life.  I need and want to get to certain financial goal in order to pay off debt.  I was close but the last orders were garbage orders.  I choose one for $10 then after 10 minutes with customer service, the order was canceled.

Now, I realize I let it get to me.  However, It has been death from a million cuts.  I am out of ideas.  I cannot live in my home hiding from life.

I have to keep making money and living a healthy life. I do keep to the diet and exercise plan. Of course my Treadmill would stop working.

I have not completely discussed the source of my Curse. I know and I want nothing from "him".  I don't even want to think.

Now, the crisis in the USA is even worse.  Those who control the USA-a Cabal of Rich People no longer care about basic standards in decency.  These rich people are moving with their Global Control Agenda and have resorted to Vote Fraud to accomplish their goals.

I know the election was stolen from Trump and his Supporters.  I know this theft was done administrated by those who slave to their Corporate Masters and their workers.

There will be no victory in the courts.  They will win the Georgia Senate seats with Vote Fraud.  They have gotten away with it once. Why would not try it again?

All I had on My Agenda was to Relax and Maybe have some fun.  The incident with orders is just one example of constant attacks. Now, I have to deal with all the intrusive, oppressively, and persecutory Public Policies of the Communist Democrats who will have control of the US government from now on.

I live in the USA for people like me it will mean Higher Taxes in order to Give A Free Life to those people who cannot afford the life they built by Winging Life day by day.  They do not plan.  They have bad attitude, bad nature, and Violent/Aggressive tendencies.  They cause themselves a lot of problems and they want all of us to pay for their life.

So, instead of just dealing with my life, I am having to deal with all the Traumas of knowing the Apocalypse has started.  

There is no salvation for the USA.  Conservatives are not going to lead am armed Revolution against their Oppressively government.

So I will have to take what little money I have out of the bank.  I will have to pack my two vehicles with Stuff to survive in the wild.  When the fires start, I will have to make my way to the Wild.

The only thing I can offer as helpful suggestion is make a plan to deal with the Collapse of USA society.

11 07 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 Chronicles of a Cursed Man

Now it realy does feel like being lost in Abyss.  Not only is my life a mess, now the country is a mess.  The issue is not that Fugly biden won.  It is all the bad public policies they are going to pass.

 

1. Immigration open door policy

2. Defunding the military and police.

3. Financing all the Slobs-Fornicators, Alchies/Drugies, Abortionist, Irresponsible people of society.

4. Foreign policy that favors Foreign nations and screws the US tax payer.

5. Increases in food stamps, welfare, government housing,

6. Restarting ObamaNoCare-including the individual mandate.

7. Stopping Trump’s tax cuts.

 

The US has a 30 trillion national debt Crisis.  Fugly does not know anything about Administration.  Administration is management with in a budget.

 

I thought I was going to be able to live out my life trying to manage my insanity.  Now the US has become mexico.

 

Well I am still on the diet and not over eating.  There are no drugs, alcohol, nor fornication. Many people turn to these to deal with Anxiety and Depression.

 

The hardest thing is being out conducting business.  There are a lot of garbage people with bad attitude and bad nature. Of course I do not enjoy any thing in life.  Meals, Music, Entertainment, People do not give any joy.

 

I have not chosen to be miserable.  Life just worked out that way.

 

I am sort of rested.  My goals today are to go and conduct business like a professional.  Thursday I couldn’t think so I took the day off to rest.  It was hard to rest.  However, I have made it to the end of another business week.

 

The reality of Fugly Biden stealing the election with Vote Fraud is demoralizing. Sin has to be denounced and stopped. I am not saying I am innocent.  My sin is private sin and does require financing from the US tax payer nor harms anyone else.

 

People are making children they knew they were not going to be able to afford. Many people traumatize their children.  The people with drugs, alcohol, orgies in abandoned buildings are fighting an inner conflict that will not let them have peace, love, and joy.

 

It would be great if they could keep to themselves.  I believe in separate but equal.  However, many of these Freaks victimize children from good homes by seducing them and involving them in their Freakish behaviors.

 

Everything the Dems are going to do is going to make an even more harsh US by contributing to an increase in People with Bad Attitude and Bad Nature and Violent/Aggressive behaviors.

 

These people want to wipe out White people. I won’t be able to just find some fun to deal with my trauma.  Now, the government will make my life more expensive and I will have to be ready to defend myself against attacks from the Freaks of the world.  

11 04 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 Chronicles of a Cursed Man

 

It was a horrible day.  I was exhausted from getting enough sleep.  That is one of the elements of what I call my cursed life.  When I do not get enough sleep, feel completely exhausted, cannot concentrate, can barely function, and have chest pains.

 

All of this interferes with ability to conduct business.  I am not obsessed with money, but money pays the bills and I want to be debt free before I leave planet earth.

 

My cursed my keeps me fear of what is next. My life is one bad thing after another.

 

I deal with things by meditating on a strategy.  I think of ways to not let the bad things beat me down.

 

I have lost the pleasure from enjoying life.  I just go through the motions.

 

However, this is not a “cry fro me” effort.  I am trying to not get completely lost.  By writing I have to stay in the here and now.

 

Today, I feel that same anxiety. It is going to be a bad day because of the tyrannical democrats stealing “the will of the people” with voter fraud.  I won’t live in a nation controlled by crazy democrats and their crazier supporters.  Time to go to the mountains.

 

I am sort of rested, which means I can sort off think.  I plan to just enjoy the day.  I pushed myself to stay on the diet.

 

Yesterday, on my last order I walked to the house to deliver.  Close to the door I heard a man yelling at the top of his voice in an irrational manner and children crying.  One child sounded like a baby.  The other one was rather small, maybe 3 or 4.

 

The GPS led me to the wrong address. So now I am exhausted, unable to think, have the responsibility of having to deliver the food right, and the responsibility of the children.

 

If I had to get physical, I am to exhausted(physical and mental) to be effective.  I know I have to call the cops.  The man is coming in and out of the house giving me dirty looks.  The customer is on my phone asking about her order.

 

I quickly hit a tail spin in to depression. I was to exhausted to think my way out.  All I could do is limp home.

11 02 2020 Lost In The Abyss

Chronicles of a Cursed Man 

It has been a horrible day.  I was sort of making money.  Then the second half of my business day was one stumble after the other.

 

I have stopped talking to the one.  In addition, I really did not meditate on how to go about my day so the anxiety does not make me make a serious mistake.

 

The rest on my day will be waiting on a business deal, watching pleasant media, and a good meal.

 

All I have is day to day minute to minute.  At least I am concentrating on good ways to survive.

11 01 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 

Chronicles of a Cursed Man

The weekend is always the worst of the challenge.  He weeks anxiety and depression combine to a horrible mess. My day off I spend dazed.

 

Crisis management will be to calm down and pass time with foolish movies.  I am installing a new radio.

 

I will enjoy two meals, Hamburgers and potato salad. I do not hurt my self with drugs and/or alcohol, not mention looking fro sexual adventures to calm the pain.  That would just make things worse.

 

Therefore, my crisis intervention strategy today is to just relax.  I will install the radio I want, do some things around my home, and watch pleasant media.