11 01 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 

Chronicles of a Cursed Man

The weekend is always the worst of the challenge.  He weeks anxiety and depression combine to a horrible mess. My day off I spend dazed.

 

Crisis management will be to calm down and pass time with foolish movies.  I am installing a new radio.

 

I will enjoy two meals, Hamburgers and potato salad. I do not hurt my self with drugs and/or alcohol, not mention looking fro sexual adventures to calm the pain.  That would just make things worse.

 

Therefore, my crisis intervention strategy today is to just relax.  I will install the radio I want, do some things around my home, and watch pleasant media.

10 30 2020 Lost in teh Abyss

Chronicles of a Cursed Man 

Today is going to be a very challenging day.  The anxiety is overwhelming.

 

I am just going to have to take it very slow, concentrating on everything I do while conducting business.

 

Yesterday, I just had to deal with the nastiness of one horrible woman. The day was not loaded with anxiety.  There was depression.

 

Good thing is I take Saturday off.  So today, Friday, is for gas and tomorrow is for me.

 

When I used to feel this bad I would focus on fun things to replace the ugly feelings with pleasant ones.  I have gotten to the point where I don’t even rage at the one I consider responsible.

 

I do not care about anything to be upset that every day I loose more.  However, I have to keep making money and paying bills.

 

So today I just have to breath, relax, and not let people get to me. My greatest source of stress is stupid people. If I make money or not, it does not matter.  What matters is that I go to conduct business and I do not cause myself any trouble.

10 29 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 Chronicles of a Cursed Man

 

There has never been a  peaceful day in life. These Chronicles are to document my last days. This not a effort to teach, just to keep me grounded.

 

When I was younger I know I had the right to flirt with women in order to find that Special One I would want to spend the rest of my life with in life.  I also had the right and obligation to build a career in order to provide her and I a good life were we would be able to comfort most of live’s challenges. However, everything I tried has been met and continues to be met with evil.

 

Yesterday, I woke up with the same dread of life.

1. A beer truck driver blocked me as I was conducting business.

2. My cell phone almost ate one order, which would meant a loss.

 

I do find it concerning that interesting when the USA has fallen apart my life is in ruins. I do keep the diet, still exercising, and try to find pleasant enjoyable entertainment.

 

Last week, I started listening to Glen Beck and Rush Limbaugh again. The noise kills the boredom.

 

The goal I am focusing on is to be debt free before I leave planet earth.  I remind myself to not rush things and just manage the money I make. Instead of getting mad cause I do not make what I think I should.  At least I make better than minimum wage.

I know I will have to work everyday of my life.  I rather work, then live of the misery the governments provide.

10 28 2020 Lost In The Abyss

 Chronicles of a Cursed Man

 

This is the first entry into My Chronicle of my last days on earth.  I have been cursed for all my life. It has been a life of one problem after another.

 

Yesterday:

1. Roads were icy. I came around a corner and a truck that had wrecked was blocking the road.  I pressed on the brakes and the engine started revving and forcing me forward. I had to put my vehicle in neutral.  I looked back and some idiot had to go in to the wall to avoid hitting me.  He was “hotrodding” even though the bad weather.

2. I went to pick up an order and the front of the restaurant had 3 people waiting.  Then the area stated filling up. The staff was in the back and not paying attention that to many people were in a small area, no room for social distancing.

I Had to stop outside and wait.

3. I was a goofy romantic movie. Then I realized there is no reason to watch anything since I am not part of life.

 

Today, I still have that horrible dread that something bad is going to happen. At the end of the day I will come back and log the challenges I was faced with today.  I know I can not just stay locked up and hide from whatever is trying to destroy me.

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Trump Innocent But In Jeopardy; Fighting The Illuminati Red Dragon.

My first point is that Dems overreached so much that they will never recover.  In their effort to make Trump looked bad, Dems created a Whistle-blower scandal that actually proves Trump is no guilty of any impeachable offenses. No reasonable person, after reading the complaint and the transcript of the Trump call with Ukraine’s president, would come to the conclusion that Trump committed any crime or did anything wrong.  However, their is a great risk to Trump’s presidency.

As president, Mr Trump has the legal responsibility to investigate any Use of Office For Personal Gain by a current politician or a past politician.  It is completely unreasonable for For Vice President Biden to of been Lead Person in Negotiations with Ukraine and China while any family member was Directly Benefiting From a Business Relationship with those countries.  That is an actual crime.  Therefore, Mr. Trump asking for assistance from foreign governments to investigate criminal activity that put the USA in a Negative Position is justified.  Mr. Biden and Son were engaged in criminal activity.

Now, let us compare and contrast Obama and Trump.  Obama, HIllary, Lorreta Lynch, James Comey, FBI agents, and other National Security Agents orchestrated the illegal spying of Mr. Trump with use of fraudulent documents Obama and company had fabricated.  This fraud included agents of foreign countries.  Theses are actual crimes.  Mr. Trump, asking for Investigatory Assistance from agents of foreign government is not a crime because the Conspiracy against Mr. Trump has proven Mr. Trump has not committed any crimes, where as Biden and Son have committed serious crimes. Mr. Biden’s Crimes would include Using His Office For Personal Gain.  By helping his Son, Biden is helping himself.  The Son’s crimes would include Profiting From Insider Information that his father gave him while in office.  Only a fool would believe Biden did not give his Son Crucial Information that would help the Son gain the upper hand in negotiations with Ukraine and China.

Now, to the real issue.  Attitude matters.  The Dems and News have been trying to shape the Attitude of Americans towards attitudes of Sexual Promiscuity, Drug Use, and Indulgence by Consuming all pleasure even if it means becoming a Homeless Person- Who Has Lost Touch With Reality. Absolute Consumption Of Pleasure leads to the Walking Dead, i.e. Zombies. This is why you help your children understand No by imposing rules and teaching them values.

I fear Donald Trump will not get reelected because the Dems and News with focus on Absolute Pleasure Consumption have brainwashed enough Americans that these brainwashed Americans will vote for an extra $1000 a month, Free Health Care, Free Housing, Free Food, Free Cars (electric cars that drive themselves), Robbing the Rich, Clean Air, A Society With No Gun Violence, and Presumptive Justice For Illegal Aliens.

Today, because of the Poor Administration of Obama many Americans are stressed out trying to obtain the basics of life.  These stressed out people would give Hillary another chance.  In sorry, if you do not see things as I do.  USA does not have to worry about Russia, Iran, North Korea, Mexico, and/or China.  Many people of USA are actively destroying the USA under the false impression that politicians will actually take care of them.  The current 24 Trillion dollar National Debt is enough proof that politicians will not help the people of USA.

Therefore, the challenge in this next election cycle is for people to realize that it is their responsibility to build their life and not waste their Freedom, Liberty, and Independence waiting for Government to take care of them.  Government (elected leaders, government employees, and bureaucrats) belongs to the Illuminati.  The Illuminati is the Group of Filthy Rich People Who Manipulate Politicians With Lots of Money.

The irrational claims people like Pelozi, Nadler, and Schumer, and Schiff are making are the result of the pressure their Corporate Masters are putting on them to Tear Down Trump. All of these people are afraid the their Corporate Masters are going to have them killed because these people have failed in Tearing Down Trump.

All Mentally Healthy people can see that there is no evidence of criminal behavior by Mr. Trump in anything Dems and the News have presented.  Yet Pelozi and company, including the News, keep up their irrational speech.  The most ironic thing is that Liberals of the Occupy Wall Street Clan are supporting the Rich they say they despise by helping these Rich people Tear Down Trump.  In addition, in trying to Tear Down Trump misguided Trump haters are jeopardizing their Freedom, Liberty, and Independence.

Trump has disappointed me by his Poor Handling of The National Debt.  I had given up on him.  There is no greater threat to the USA then the US Nation Debt.  However, listening to Dems in Their Debates made me realize that Trump Hate, Gun Control, Free Health Care, Free Housing, Support For Illegal Aliens, and all Dem’s promises are part of the Illuminati’s agenda to kill off most of us and imprison the rest of us in labor camps.

Therefore, do not give up on Trump.  Love the little guy because with his nature he is Fighting the Illuminati Dragon and insuring Freedom, Liberty, and Independence for all of us.

unitum est populus autem vis ad expendendum.

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